why would you offer more?

*peeing*

i do not like sparkles, tinsels, and glitter. i am not a boy, i do not like shiny things. i do not like the color blue and white. i do not like unnecessary noises like whistling and tuneless humming. i hate mainstream music. most of it is just noise. i do not like cold food. i take extra time just to warm it. i do not like mornings and vents. i dislike liars. i do not like materialistic people because i feel stupid talking to plastic. i was very unkind to my barbie dolls as a child. i do not like brand names because they are overpriced and styleless. i don't like movie theaters. there is always that obnoxious girl, the couple that makes out, and the guy who has bad body odor. i can't believe i paid to be there. uh, i hate sweat pants. oh, and bare feet. i don't like alcohol. it makes people stupid. i can be that way without it. i hate commercials. and killing movies. and animal abuse. and UV rays. and angst. and adult acne. and my compulsive desire to pick up the trash on the sidewalk. boys, i do not like very much. they're kinda hot though 27.3% of the time. the lack of toilet paper. mother nature's monthly gift. i hate lines to anywhere. cafeteria food drenched in cheese and grease. dirty dishes. i hate it when i swear. eye bags. cheap, broken things. there must be a cycle of inadequacy. you buy, then buy more with an excuse that there is something missing or insufficient with what you bought, then you buy more. i didn't like sleeping beauty. neither do i like stale chocolate. i'm not a fan of cheese and curry either. i hate it when strangers look at you creepily. i do not make eye contact. it's looking into the windows of my soul! what's "mohair"? isn't that goat hair? i dislike real fur. it's horrible how they attained it. i also don't like being the third wheel, they should learn how to ride bikes. i think cats lack personality, personally.

*done peeing*

I drank lots of water.
I use the term pee for rant, because peeing is voiding toxins in the body, similar to ranting.

1. A+s
2. Sleep
3. Chocolate
4. You

Oh, the combination of the four would be wonderful =)

i forgot how to sleep
i lost my memory of dreams
and i nap in sweltering heat.
where am i ?
detect me.

not everything is as cool as a cucumber.

Parents, Teachers, Friends, and Fellow graduates,

Today, we graduate.
Today, we leave our mark on the walls, our fingerprints against the desks, and
kick off our shoes for the succeeding generations to fill.

What have we done? What will we become?
During the past four years, we have plowed through the endless nights of homework, we have suffered from the continual stresses of tests and , and groggily managed to stay awake in class. We have stretched forth our arms in hopes of reaching our maximum potential and strived to overcome our obstacles.

Come along it is the break of day
Surely now, you'll have some things to say
It's not the time for telling tales on me

So come along, it wont be long
'Til we return happy
Shut your eyes, there are no lies
In this world we call sleep
Let's desert this day of hurt
Tomorrow we'll be free

Let's not fight I'm tired can't we just sleep tonight
Don't Turn away it's just there's nothing left here to say
Turn around I know we're lost but soon we'll be found

Well it's been rough but we'll be just fine
Work it out yeah we'll survive
You mustn't let a few bad times dictate

So come along, it wont be long
'Til we return happy
Shut your eyes, there are no lies
In this world we call sleep
Let's desert this day of work
Tomorrow we'll be free

Let's not fight I'm tired can't we just sleep tonight
Don't turn away it's just there's nothing left here to say
Turn around I know we're lost but soon we'll be found

*sighI*

come breaking dawn
will be another school year
the last and final year of highschool
come breaking dawn
i will be bambi's mother
shot down by the hunter of the scholastic world.

is effin depressed that no one would call

"We value love not because it's stronger than death but because it's weaker. Say what you want about love: death will finish it. You will not go on loving in the grave, not in any physical way that will at all resemble love as we know it on earth. The perishable nature of love is what gives love its profound importance in our lives. If it were endless, if it were on tap, love wouldn't hit us the way it does"
- JEFFREY EUGENIDES, from the introduction to My Mistress's Sparrow is Dead

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man!

Opening credits: Push and Pull - Nikka Costa *wow, that's a depressing opening*

Waking up: Clark Gable - The Postal Service
1st Day at School: No Shelter - Unknown
Love: Lie in the Sound - Trespassers William *hahah, another sad song*
Losing Virginity: Safety Bar - De Capulet *seems fitting*
Fight Song: Don't Fear - The Honey Trees
Break up: Yellowcake - Kaki King
Prom: Untitled Demo - Thoughtless Jolly
Life: I Got You - Joe Brooks
Mental Breakdown: Come On, Come Out - A Fine Frenzy
Driving: Annie - Vanessa Carlton
Flashback: Moon - Sia
Getting Back Together: Do You Sleep? - Lisa Loeb *haha, this is a break up song*
Wedding: Lonestar - Norah Jones *hmm...*
Birth of 1st Child: For Miles to Come - Deas Vail
Final Battle: I Turn Everything Over - Switchfoot
Death: Glow - Katy Rose
Credits: We are Broken - Paramore
Sequal Teaser: Parkdale - Metric

If this were real, my life would be a drama.

There' a light in the attic,
Though the house is dark and shuttered,
I can see a flickerin' flutter,
And I know what it' about.
There 's a light on in the attic,
I can see it from the outside,
And I know you're on the inside ... lookin' out
- Shel Silverstien

Part I

Love is cycle...
When you love,
You get hurt.
When you get hurt,
You hate.
When you hate,
You try to forget.
When you try to forget,
you start missing.
And when you start missing,
Eventually,
You fall in love
again!


(damn this reality)

Part II
(think really hard)

i) If a hippo is dropped in the middle of the ocean, is a whale fat?
ii) If here is there, and there is nowhere, then where are we?
iii) Why do the people we love from afar, don't loves within close proximity?