why would you offer more?

i forgot how to sleep
i lost my memory of dreams
and i nap in sweltering heat.
where am i ?
detect me.

not everything is as cool as a cucumber.

1. sparrows & crows - william fitzsimmons
2. goodnight - william fitzsimmons
3. elephants - rachael yamagata
4. kaleidoscope machine -katie costello
5. far - regina spektor
6. flyleaf - flyleaf
7. fantasies - metric
8. the fray - the fray
9. eyes wide open - olivia broadfield
10. three flights from alto nido - greg laswell
11. simple times -joshua radin
12. lullaby for my favorite insomniac - the ahn trio

Parents, Teachers, Friends, and Fellow graduates,

Today, we graduate.
Today, we leave our mark on the walls, our fingerprints against the desks, and
kick off our shoes for the succeeding generations to fill.

What have we done? What will we become?
During the past four years, we have plowed through the endless nights of homework, we have suffered from the continual stresses of tests and , and groggily managed to stay awake in class. We have stretched forth our arms in hopes of reaching our maximum potential and strived to overcome our obstacles.

- Academia by Sia

Come along it is the break of day
Surely now, you'll have some things to say
It's not the time for telling tales on me

So come along, it wont be long
'Til we return happy
Shut your eyes, there are no lies
In this world we call sleep
Let's desert this day of hurt
Tomorrow we'll be free

Let's not fight I'm tired can't we just sleep tonight
Don't Turn away it's just there's nothing left here to say
Turn around I know we're lost but soon we'll be found

Well it's been rough but we'll be just fine
Work it out yeah we'll survive
You mustn't let a few bad times dictate

So come along, it wont be long
'Til we return happy
Shut your eyes, there are no lies
In this world we call sleep
Let's desert this day of work
Tomorrow we'll be free

Let's not fight I'm tired can't we just sleep tonight
Don't turn away it's just there's nothing left here to say
Turn around I know we're lost but soon we'll be found

megan fox is/was a man

*sighI*

come breaking dawn
will be another school year
the last and final year of highschool
come breaking dawn
i will be bambi's mother
shot down by the hunter of the scholastic world.

is effin depressed that no one would call

"We value love not because it's stronger than death but because it's weaker. Say what you want about love: death will finish it. You will not go on loving in the grave, not in any physical way that will at all resemble love as we know it on earth. The perishable nature of love is what gives love its profound importance in our lives. If it were endless, if it were on tap, love wouldn't hit us the way it does"
- JEFFREY EUGENIDES, from the introduction to My Mistress's Sparrow is Dead

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man!

Opening credits: Push and Pull - Nikka Costa *wow, that's a depressing opening*

Waking up: Clark Gable - The Postal Service
1st Day at School: No Shelter - Unknown
Love: Lie in the Sound - Trespassers William *hahah, another sad song*
Losing Virginity: Safety Bar - De Capulet *seems fitting*
Fight Song: Don't Fear - The Honey Trees
Break up: Yellowcake - Kaki King
Prom: Untitled Demo - Thoughtless Jolly
Life: I Got You - Joe Brooks
Mental Breakdown: Come On, Come Out - A Fine Frenzy
Driving: Annie - Vanessa Carlton
Flashback: Moon - Sia
Getting Back Together: Do You Sleep? - Lisa Loeb *haha, this is a break up song*
Wedding: Lonestar - Norah Jones *hmm...*
Birth of 1st Child: For Miles to Come - Deas Vail
Final Battle: I Turn Everything Over - Switchfoot
Death: Glow - Katy Rose
Credits: We are Broken - Paramore
Sequal Teaser: Parkdale - Metric

If this were real, my life would be a drama.

There' a light in the attic,
Though the house is dark and shuttered,
I can see a flickerin' flutter,
And I know what it' about.
There 's a light on in the attic,
I can see it from the outside,
And I know you're on the inside ... lookin' out
- Shel Silverstien

Part I

Love is cycle...
When you love,
You get hurt.
When you get hurt,
You hate.
When you hate,
You try to forget.
When you try to forget,
you start missing.
And when you start missing,
Eventually,
You fall in love
again!


(damn this reality)

Part II
(think really hard)

i) If a hippo is dropped in the middle of the ocean, is a whale fat?
ii) If here is there, and there is nowhere, then where are we?
iii) Why do the people we love from afar, don't loves within close proximity?